Sunday, February 19, 2006 9:38 PM
thanks for giving in to me today. and sorry to force you to do the things that you do not like. anyway, i just realise that we have not been talking much about our problems le. is this the way our relationship should go about? sigh. i was not drunk on sat after drinking the red wine. i did not have headache initially. but somehow, all i want to do, is to go to your house that day. i went. and things became different. i'm really afraid that your parents will suspect. sigh. i really hope that you can come out next week. because it will help us understand more? lols.

think BIG, be BIG, grow BIG. today was really fun. though i was late and i missed the praise, but i really enjoy the rest of the service. haha. thank You Lord for all that You have done. tomorrow will be the start of the term test for the whole school, i just want to pray that Lord you be with us throughout the tests. Holy Spirit, guide us along, teach us all the things that i do not understand. i know that what i'm doing is wrong, but give me time. i will not let You go no matter what. You love the non-believers, how much will You love Your own child? i will remember this in my heart.

this few days have been sleeping too much. an average of 7hours per day? sigh. getting tired and lazier than ever le. someone please motivate me. hahas. nevermind, i shall be self motivated. haah. going to do laundry and then have to do homework le. buais guys.